I am 19, weigh 125 pounds, and I’m 5ft 11. I been trying to gain weight my whole life and I tried everything in the book… worked out for 3 months, ate healthy, and that didn’t work. Tried eating junk food (all fatty foods) and tried eating energy bards and drinks like ensure and boost and that didn’t work. I’m also going through a lot of mental issues… I got no one to talk to but family… Jesus or god never help me with my problems… I use to pray every night for them to help me gain weight and be happy… and it never worked. I been a Christian all my life but I finally figured out Jesus doesn’t care about me or anyone else in this world or there wouldn’t be no wars, deaths, ect, ect. But I discovered something new… something that might be able to help me… I been reading a lot about Satanism and following Satan has helped people with my problem and has helped others with different problems… I dunno what to do…
Should I give my soul to Satan? Is there anyone who does follow Satan and can tell me what benefits I will get from him?
Why does god make some people perfect looking… and give them good bodies… when he turns around and gives fat people and skinny people nothing but shame and hatred for the whole lives? Why does god let people suffer…?
God is love? Why would I live for a god that never did nothing for me and never answered any of my prayers? F*ck your god.
Like I said dumb@ss, I did all that when I hired a personal trainer to help me with my problem… I did it for 3 whole months and didn’t see the slightest change. I was born with a curse… I just know it….
Yeah your right, I learned to accept there is nothing I can do to get fit… and god gave me this body for a reason you say? What reason is that? For me to feel like sh1t for the rest of my life? Why would he make fat people fat from birth? Is there a reason for that?
I did see about 4 doctors, 3 of them were specialists… I got a tube shoved in me and I got a blood test, nothing was wrong with me, completely healthy they said. They also said theres nothing I can do, just the way I was born…

I’m 5’11 and weigh 200 lbs, which I gained 3 months after I got sober from drugs (I was 140 for 4-5 years before getting sober).

Over the last four years of being sober I have tried EVERYTHING to loose some of the weight that I have gained. Food wise I have done Weight Watchers, Nutrisystem, Vegitarianism, Raw foodism, calorie counting (under 2000 daily) and for exercise I have done Curves, 24 hour fitness personal trainer, biking to work, yoga classes, pilates, hiking, at-home personal-trainer 3 days a week, and as of the last 2 1/2 months I’ve been doing the P90x work out for an hour every day, just to list some of the things I can remember trying.

I’ve talked to doctors who have tested me for diabetes which my mom has and some other stuff they say I’m healthy and I should work out more, but I excersise so often some days I can hardly get out of bed because my muscles are so sore.

I’ve been doing these programs correctly and the only thing that I ever lost weight on was a 14-day Juice fast I did but I gained all the weight back when I started eating solid food. I am afraid my family has a history of obesity and I will never be able to escape it?

This is so depressing that people who just meet me automatically think I’m some "lazy fat person" because my weight I can’t get it off and I don’t know what to do.

A friend of mine said that maybe I have a mental block against loosing weight and that I should get hypnotized but I thought that didn’t work and why would I have a mental block about loosing weight anyway?

Any suggestions??????
I’ve also used some diet pills – Hydroxycut, DexC-20, Hoodia, CFR’s Metobolic Fat Burner, etc etc etc. Pretty much they’re all bogus IMHO.

My cousin who is a personal trainer suggested that i do this "Detox Diet" prior to starting workout sessions with him. He says that i need to eat Tomato Soup for four days, so that my body will be cleansed and i will lose some weight prior to working out with him. How valid is this? Does anyone have any opinions?